There are certain people, you just keep coming back to.

I was going to update about how I got use to MCC, then I noticed that Nathan did a post, and I was thinking; "Well I don't want people to think I was copying Nathan!"  But I'm going to anyways, Nathan, why do we always think the same things?  It's whacky.  Well so, MCC is alright I guess.  I've gotten really use to it.  Still some things I don't like, but I've gotten use to it so, well it's part of my routine now.  I'm glad I've built a foundation and got down to a routine so fast, that makes me happy.  One thing I don't like though is that I don't have any of the same people in more than one class, so it's not like oh yeah, that kid in this class is also in my other class, I think there's 1 one person that I have in 2 classes, whoopdeedo, kind of lame.  I do tend to see the same people every day though, not like I talk to them, still anti-social.  But I'm not anti-social, you ask any of my friends I think they'd probably agree that I'm the loudest person at a party, and I'm the only sober one.  I guess I have a problem with 'letting my guard down' I normally hate that phrase, but it's totally true, I have a hard time letting my guard down.  I think it's interesting, I suck at small talk, but anyone can talk to me about anything, I'm pretty chill and up for talking or listening about anything.  But I suck with small talk, I think it's because I hate bullshitting people, I don't like talking to my teammates about practice or a game, or a kid in my class about the homework, I just hate doing that, because I'm bullshitting them, but I guess I've gotta get use to bullshitting if I want to make new friends.