So yesterday, was fucking awful.  I had my final appointment with my therapist and it went well... fucking awful.  It was going fine, but then we started talking about math, and I fucking hate math, pretty sure I even said that exactly, I was going on about how I've had math tutors since middle school, and how I fucking hate being treated like I'm retarded because I can't do Pythagorean Therum, OR WHATEVER THE FUCK SOME OTHER QUEER ASS MATH TERM IS CALLED!  But anyways...  And I don't know, I just started all of a sudden getting very upset.  I started crying and she kept asking me what was wrong, and that just wasn't helping, even though absolutely nothing was wrong, but it FUCKING IRRITATES ME!, when someone asks me if somethings wrong and if I say "Nothing's wrong," they ask me again and I say "Nothing's wrong," it means, NOTHINGS FUCKING WRONG YOU DOUCHE FUCK QUIT ASKING ME IF SOMETHING'S FUCKING WRONG!  (I am using the F Word a lot if you haven't noticed.)  But then she was just fucking annoying me, she was acting like how a therapist really should not act.  She was like "Are you mad at me?" And I was like "No, not really"  But I was a little just because she wouldn't fucking drop it, and it was just irritating me.  And the advice she tries to give me sounds so condescending, she was like "Why don't you use the time you spend being annoyed and make it positive and live life" Or some bullshit like that.  Which hello, "If I were a superhero, my super power would be optimism!" That is a quote by me, I am the super optimistic person, and if she knew a god damn thing about me she would know that, this is just my place to vent.  But I was just getting really frustrated with that, I was really fighting my urge not to get up and leave.  But she was just really irritating me and making me upset, and she's like "Are you ok to drive, Do you wanna stop talking" Blah blah, fucking blah!  And it just annoys me because I mention one thing and she reads way too fucking much into it!  Like she just brings up "have you had any contact with Katie?" And it's like bitch, if I didn't bring her into this, odds are I FUCKING HAVEN'T SO DON'T BRING THE GIRL WHO BROKE ME HEART INTO THE FUCKING CONVERSATION!  And I mentioned how I Terra wanted to hang out and I said that I don't like hanging out with Terra sometimes because oddly she reminds me of Katie, and you know how when you break up with someone or miss someone you find the fucking wackest person and somehow relate them to the person who is constantly on your mind, but she was like "Does she look like Katie?"  And I just feel like, shut the fuck up!  If she did I would have fucking said so!  But whatever, so that ended on a bad note, bue she called me back and was like we should have another meeting even if it's not covered under insurace etc., so yeah.

Then today was fucking fantastic!  I drove Jenny to work, that was cool we saw Ashley Mayberry and Jen Cooper, it was funny cuz I stopped behind a VW Bug at the light and I was like "Look at this fucking douche in this bug" and they started waving at us and I was like oh it's Jen and Ashley, so that was cool.  Then I went to Wal-Mart to get the Rise Against CD, but everything is so shittily alphabitized that I gave up and bought a $9 Disturbed CD which is badass.  Then I was like I'm gonna get Subway, and then Taryn Dibble and Sarah Dill were there, and they're like eat Subway with us!  So I did, then I came home got showered and stuff, and is it weird that I feel better after like shaving my legs, just being fresh and clean, well I do, I was like excited to, gawd I'm fucking strange.  But whatever.  Then I went off to work, work was alright, then it was my kids graduation which went amazing, the parents, were great, everything went great.  Then I came home, ate the rest of my Subway, did a little bit of skating, which I was off to a rocky start, then I got back into it.  And now I'm doing this, so today was a pretty good day.